我的故事 | My Story
I am 6'2"—very tall by everyday standards. For years, I lived in an environment that simply wasn’t designed for people like me. Kitchen counters, bathroom sinks, and tables were all too low. Society, in many small but constant ways, was not friendly to tall bodies.
Before 2016, I suffered frequent and sudden lower-back spasms. Something as ordinary as brushing my teeth, washing dishes, or trying to hug a toddler could trigger an attack. When it happened, I had zero defense. I would collapse onto the floor, unable to move, and then be confined to bed for three or four days. This cycle repeated itself for years, beginning around 2009.
Ironically, before all of this, I was quite athletic. In 2006, I ran a 10K in 45 minutes and 30 seconds. But after 2009, I stopped running altogether. I also stopped hiking challenging or strenuous trails. Pain dictated my limits.
我身高6英尺2英寸,在日常生活中算是非常高的人。可现实环境却并不照顾高个子:厨房台面、洗手池、桌子都偏低。社会在很多细微却持续的层面上,对高个子并不友好。
2016年以前,我经常毫无预警地出现严重的下背部痉挛。刷牙、洗碗,甚至只是弯腰去抱一个幼童,都可能成为诱因。一旦发作,我毫无防御能力,只能直接倒在地上,完全无法活动,随后必须卧床三到四天。这种情况从2009年开始,持续了很多年。
讽刺的是,在此之前,我其实相当热爱运动。2006年,我曾跑出过45分30秒的10公里成绩。但2009年之后,我彻底停止了跑步,也不再挑战任何强度较大的登山路线。疼痛,成了我生活的边界。